it's all your fault...

there's no one else to blame but yourself...right???kung hindi ka ba naman kasi saksakan ng ewan...tsk,tsk... well, what is done is done...there are too many testimonials to what you'd done and been doing...tama ba???....hahaha buti pa nga ang pok-pok binabayaran..how about you???why can't you control yourself...everyday pleasure...different men... hindi ka ba nappagod???have respect to yourself or even just consider what your parents been sacrificing for you! darn you're a bitch!a stupid reckless bitch!!! see a psychiatrist...now!

eye opener...

What is viewed to Kara David's---i-Witness:Buhay Promdi Documentary is such an eye opener for everyone.

I admit, am actually mad to those squatter area people...The reason is simple... Why those kind of people keeps on blaming the government for their..."walang sapat na pagkain, walang magandang edukasyon, walang maayos na tirahan," way of life? Bakit kelangang lahat ng bagay ay i-asa sa gobyerno? And if ever the government wouldn't fulfill what they are craving for...non-stop rallies and even non-sense propagandas are brought.

Well, yes...My way of thinking and reasoning back then...before I'd watched the dokyu is so hard-hearted and so not maka-tao as what you may call it. Moreover, what Kara's team had showed actually enlightened me of what is really happening to the Philippines today------to the Filipino Government....

Nangako ang gobyerno natin...at patuloy na nangangako sa mga squatter area people na sa pag-giba ng kanilang mga tirahan ay mayroong kapalit na maayos na pamumuhay sa mga relocation sites... Isang halimbawa sa relocation site na kanilang ipinangako ay sa may Laguna (the one that Kara's team had visited)...

That location, before being rehabilitated by squatter people promised and conveyed that there would be electricity, water source that may be used for drinking, schools for children and a great venue for jobs & opportunities. Moreover, when these people arrived, none of what is promised is done accordingly...

The houses that should make a home is a shy to show-off. Sira-sira...may apat na ding-ding nga, pero hindi sapat para maprotektahan ang titirang pamilya. Sira ang mga bubong...tumutulo...Nagkalat ang mga insekto sa paligid.....

The promised livelihood...You need to travel by feet for about an hour or so (darn it hurts!) just to reach the place. 160 pesos salary ...(After a day work at the bottle place (taga-linis ng mga bote)) ...How can it possibly feed a family who for instance is consisted of 5 members???..


Electricity...The supply of electricity doesn't cover-up the entire community. Selected houses thus only owns the reliable line supples...


Water supply...Even a pig wouldn't dare to drink that kind of shit!!!...kulay putik...halatang-halata na minadali ang pag-gawa ng poso...


Sa mga contractors ng site.."WALA BA KAYONG KONSENSYA!!!"...What you're creating is not just a house..It should be a home...


Sa mga tao sa gobyerno.."FUCK YOU!"..Ibinoto kayo ng tao para pagsilbihan niyo sila at hindi pagnakawan....


Maybe that's the reason why the Philippines is still a shame not only in Asia but in the whole world...Stupid people keeps on manipulating the poor...May karma din kaYO...

BURN!!!

Spell Finals... T-O-X-I-C!!! Darn all the requirements...the deadlines and the examinations. Yes, as a student it is my responsibility to finish everything that my professors asked me...tsk...tsk..pitty me:( I have to pass some Rizal photos, articles, commentaries...etc(mabubuhay ba si Rizal kung gagawin ko lahat 'to???)...The Social Science subject of ma'am Galimba that is presented and discussed as if it was a major subject..gRrrrRrrr(kalabo pang kausap ng matandang 'to!!!)...The take home exam of World Literature 02 and the submission of book analysis...(napaka-taas ng expectation sa akin ng prof na 'to kaya dapat epalan at gandahan!) The R.E 05 that's all about the church and how it works (dito ba nababase pananampalataya ko???) Computer 01 Exam (ginagawang komplikado ang simpleng machine problem!) Major Subjects--- Parliamentary Procedure (daig 'pang hinahabol ng libong kabayo si atty. kapag nag-le-lecture.) International Relations (coca-cola issues and cases lang naintindihan ko...haha...) Comparative Study of World Government (mga 2-3 hours magsasalita para lang ire-port ang bansang Brunei!) Hayst...review...review...hoping that I'll pass....

Forwarded e-mail

"Hello!... busy ka? naku mukha nga... tagal na natin di nagkikita... tagal mo na ako di dinadalaw... alam mo miss na kita.... o sino yang nagtext sa iyo?... buti pa sa kanya nakapagreply ka agad... napansin ko ang dami mong ginagawa talaga... ang dami mo ring things to do diyan sa planner mo ah! * mapangarap ka talaga noh?... ang dami mong plano. ** nakakatuwa naman na malaman yan. kasama ba ako sa plano ** mo? ano? naku di ka agad makasagot... sige okay lang alam ko naman kung ano talaga sagot mo... * nakita kita nung Friday, aga mo umalis sa office. alam mo ba, ang akala ko pupuntahan mo ako. ooppss! hindi pala! TGIF (THANK God it's Friday) pala kayo ng mga friends mo. umaga ka na nakauwi ah? naghintay ako sa 'yo. pagpasok mo sa kuwarto mo, di mo ako napansin... haaay! kawawa ka naman siguradong kinabukasan masakit ang ulo mo, tanghali ka na gigising... Ang dami mong lakad, naghihintay ako na tayo naman ang maging magkasama kaya lang sa dami ng schedules mo sa trabaho at sa labas ng office parang malabo. O sige na, balik ka na sa work mo. i might be eating too much of your time maging dahilan pa ako para masira ang plano mo sa araw na ito... gusto ko lang sabihin sa'yo na nandito lang ako kapag kailangan mo ako... pag hindi ka na busy. totoo yon! walang biro! ayaw mong maniwala? Ganon kita kamahal kasi! ayaw mo pa ring maniwala? Haaay! remember this, kahit singit lang ako lagi sa buhay mo, kahit biglaan mo lang na natatawag ako dahil nagulat ka, nasaktan ka, nauntog ka o dahil part ang pangalan ko nung binabasa mo sa text, you will be in my heart always... trial after trial isipin mo kasama mo ako na lumalakad, hindi man sa buhangin, kasama mo pa rin ako... sa lahat plano mo , kahit hindi mo ako kasama perfecting it... para mas maging masaya ka... minsan tayo naman ang mag-usap ha? minsan ako naman ang dalawin mo... miss na talaga kita eh...sa akin hindi ka singit lang..." JESUS

to nikki...

October 10, 2008---Aurora Victoria Co's 18th birthday:)

Happy birthday friend---now you're one of us...hehe...

Wishing you all the best that life may offer...Hoping that you'll enjoy this day...A day of change...
From being a teen, now you will be transformed to a lady...A very wonderful lady!

We've been together since high-school (topak years), and for those years you always stood on me. Through thicks and thins you're always there: sharing laughters and cries...

Though we've been apart for almost years, you've never turned your back on me. You were always there when I needed you, and I am gratefully thankful for that.

Hope that you'll also remember, that no matter what I am also here...by your side, ready to help you. I am always a text, an e-mail, a call away...

I love you friend...We love you so much (bea,gen,me,pongz and tet)
Hope to see you a week from now...and surely your party would be a blast!:)

all about life...

30 minutes ago, my cousin just out of the blue blurted out, "buti pa si jene walang problema...pati pamilya niya masaya..." I answered her with a clueless face and I'd said, "depende lang naman sa tao yan kung gagawa siya ng proproblemahin niya..."

This kind of pep talk isn't new for me nor to anyone...Sometimes, other people just kept on complaining that their life isn't as great as others may have. Nevertheless, in this kind of stages, comparing and contrasting would not do any good.

Yes, problems and difficulties may come, but I guess it depends on the person on how he would handle it...(positive...negative...negative...positive)

Moreover, in a logical perspective, you yourself is the creator of your own problem. Right? So why not solve it before it turned out to be a headache???

A simple mathematical equation, a simple science, a simple way of living your life...


Instead of crying, comparing and blaming others about your miseries, why not in your own little way arrange your life accordingly? As what the old saying says, "we are the captains of our ship",...let us navigate perpetually our acts, doings and decisions in the right path for you not to be able to shrink in this cruel world.


Stop all the senseless actions and addiction of having grudges...Its about time to live your life the way it should it be: with great harmony...peaceful and content!

the beginning

another experiment...another outlet...

for some, you might not understand what the heck am i doing, writing stuffs...blogging things.
nevertheless, this simple page of "world-net" is my little way of showing the other side of me..the other side of JESSIE.

hope you'll enjoy yourselves while browsing my page and aiming that somehow you'll be able to appreciate the beauty of expressing one's self and fulfilling one's legend:)