Jessie's World

Jessie's World

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Sin Tax Bill este Law sa Pinas

And so, the before bill now passed as a law in the Philippines, the Sin Tax Law.

The before cheap and affordable cigarettes and alcoholic beverages sky rocketed its price, nonetheless, I guess, the consumers, just like me wouldn't mine. I mean now, (that I am in Bahrain), I am paying Php 90 (converted already) for a pack of cigar and the 70 Php new Pinoy price wouldn't hurt.

Once a smoker, always a smoker...and once a drinker, it would just be it. May be not for a lifetime but, for a span of time. This new law perhaps would only lessen the daily dose of vices but never would it end the desire and that urge to buy... Don't judge me, am just telling the truth.

Getting back to the Sin Tax Law, these law as per those who authored it would add more to my dear country's wealth. Millions and even billions of peso to be generated from the additional taxes...sure does it will but, the question is, where would it go?

Allocation for health services and other government projects as what they say...and, and, and...and I hope it would really be going to that. For years and decades now our politicians have been passing bills that they've said would boost our economy, nonetheless, let's admit it, we still fall on the 3rd World category. But hey, all deserves a...tons of chances so, be it then!

May be this time it would really help...May be this law wouldn't only lessen the Filipino's consumption of what nots but really would embrace a greater future for all of us. :) Good luck to the Sin Tax Law!!!

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Admitting it,,,

Life was perfect...then I've started to grow.

My craving for independence and meaning for everything created a hole to the perfectness I had and so now, all the inconsistencies freely roamed by being. Damaged am I today. How can this stop? How do I mend my broken pieces?

For years now, I am unsatisfied to almost everything that had crossed my path. I am being unfair with all...I am depriving myself to its real meaning; for my life to be happy.

I over dreamed, exaggerated the "REAL LIFE" deal. I am wrong, I admit, I really messed up. My superior evaluation of life now turned out to crab mentality, add up the paranoia and frustrations. I no longer know myself.

The supposed to be fun day-by-day of mine is now a stressful what's next drama. I am tired and exhausted. How can I have a break from all of these?

I've tried to escape, not just once but more than a million times yet, am still coming back to this crappy ride. Alcohol and tobacco do help me sometimes moreover, at the end of the day, it's all gonna be the same ambiguous being.

What really went wrong? I just couldn't identify it, better yet, couldn't face it! How am I gonna acknowledge the fact that I am a total failure now and I need to start from scratch again?

Monday, June 4, 2012

Pasukan sa Pinas

Umpisa na naman ng pasukan. Non-stop na ang news tungkol sa mga eskwela, pamimili ng gamit, mga istoryang nakakaantig ng damdamin, sakripisyo at syempre ang kakulangan ng mga klasrum, guro at malinis na mga banyo.

Paulit-ulit na lang, kada taon...pare-parehong eksena. Simula't sapul na nagkaisip ako, ganito na ang ganap sa mga pampublikong eskwelahan ng pinas. Nakakalungkot isipin na nagdaan na ang dekada at napakaraming politiko pero napag-iwanan parin ang estado ng edukasyon.

Saan napupunta ang pondo? Saan nawawaldas ang pork barrel?

Ang daming naghahangad ng matinong edukasyon, pasalamat na lang ako at kaya ng magulang ko nuon na sa private kaming magkakapatid kundi, diyos ko, delubyo siguro!

Mahirap mag-aral sa siksikang klasrum, kahit di ko naranasan, hindi naman ako manhid para hindi malaman yun. Nakakabwisit ang maiinit tas katabi mo pa ay nagpapawis. Pasakit ang maghati-hati sa iisang libro...paano ka nga ba matututo sa ganun? Nakakatamad lang. Tapos, no offense, lahat ng teacher alam ko nagsasakripisyo, pero ung iba hindi qualified. Tipong napilitan lang magturo ng subject dahil kulang nga sa guro. Sablay sa english, sa math o di kaya science. Kawawang estudyante. Mali-mali ang malalaman.

Ayan, ganyan sa Pinas..sana naman next year maiba na. Yung tipong maeenganyo ang estudyanteng pumasok hindi dahil bago ang gamit niya kundi dahil marami siyang matututunan sa isang komportable at safe na lugar.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

JUst another day at the office


Pasta spaghetti...Pepsi that sizzles...gulp! These made my morning, yet not my day. Am waiting for something, waiting for someone. Staring at the ceiling, am most falling asleep. Move, move...I need to move. Raise my heart's beat *tagudog...tagudog*. Papers and folders and a monitor screen. Do I have an email??? Nah, I don't even have a connection. pfft! Then my phone rang...Finally a familiar voice!Chit-chat is it...

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Christmas

Christmas is the time:

To share...
To love...
To give...
And to forget...

Everyday should be Christmas! :)

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Cancer

I was with her during her chemo days. Seeing her everyday was a trauma for me. I mean, the chemo didn't resulted her to became weak and vomit as mostly people under treatment are. Nonetheless, the thought that she is on stage 3, going 4 already, only means one thing. And it happened last night.

My Aunt Rebing died last night due to cancer: cervical cancer to be exact. I no longer know what to feel. I cried for her lost and, this may sound wrong, glad that finally she'd joined our creator. No more pain, no more suffering, no more cancer battle.

*sigh* She's the 7th this year for our family...I want to turn numb, to no longer feel the pain of losing someone but I can't...Sad Christmas really it is. :(

Friday, December 16, 2011

Jogging

How I wish that Santiago City is like Da Fort: I can jog at night without taking the weird looks and impressions, "What the hell is she doing?".

Metro mentality, I misses you :(!