professional...

welcome professional world..haha

am gonna start on Monday :)

it's far from home but i guess i really need to go for me to grow...

am happy and proud of myself because I'd landed to a job without my family backing me up...

lucky am i because for only a day ( aday of fucking stress and interviews...haha) i'd done it!

yehey! yes for me!!!

am shocked actually that i'd able to do it :)...

"i do believe that i can be an asset to this company and to myself as a whole.."..hahaha

being and acting...

professional world...

so vague...can't imagine me working and dealing with stuffs...independent mode..hayst..adjust, adjust...

this is a new adventure for me...and i have to deal with it...

i wish and hope i can be the best of me...

upgrade, upgrade of lifestyle!

new jessie...

hint or what???

the actions...the texts...what does it mean???

we're in good terms but then, just lately, am sensing something...

the silence, the space...weird, weird...watcha think???

should i just ignore and deal with it...or should i do the confrontation stage???

if ever i'll approach that person...what shall i say???

graduation...

what are the proper words to express my feeling???

am happy, am scared...
am glad and am anxious...
i feel excited but at the same time am exhausted...

jessie neth mendoza bauto..graduate---AB Political Science...

what's next for me???

am i to go straight to law school or shall i follow my first plan???

to test all the waters before making the huge step of lawyering..

to work first and explore my world...to see new things and to decide if the "ATTY" is for me to really pursue...

am confused...i eagerly wanna be a layer...moreover, am not sure...

am not sure if i can..am having doubts of my capabilities and the extent of my knowledge...am afraid that if i fail (i hope and pray that i'll not) i'll turn my self to a crazy biatch... ;(

hayst...

it's hard to decide in which and what path shall i take...

but i hope i could settle and straighten up all my thoughts before it's too late...

ok

ok is good rather than "K"...

oh...am loving the change am imposing to myself...

am happy...happy...happy...

going back to what i used to be :)

hmmp

your sarcasm kills me...

hayst..i guess i just really have to deal with you...

oh well...buti na lang graduation na :)

hindi nakakatuwa...

pagkat ikaw ay bading at maraming isyu sa buhay...


pati kami ay nadadamay...

hindi ka nakaktuwa..isang malaking PUNYETA KA!!!

apat na taon..apat na taon...nawala lang na parang bula!