Math do me no good!

I just had an online examination this morning and for the nth time, Math had murdered me! Seriously, what's with me and Math that we can not get along with? I am not good when it comes to numbers. I know the basics, MDAS (multiplication, addition, division and subtraction) and aside from that, am a total dumb ass. I don't even know or should I say, lucky me I passed my college Math!

The Math examination has fractions, ratios, percentages and all in it. I seriously freaked out and stupid me, in my desperation to solved it, I googled "Scientific Calculator!" Genius of me right??? tsk, tsk... That didn't helped me at all.

I stared blankly to my monitor and the heck did what I know best when it comes to Math, mini-my-ni-mo...I just clicked whatever answer I guessed would be right. Now, am waiting for the result of it...Am no longer aiming to have a high score, all I want is to pass! 75% would be good enough...I really have my fingers crossed, both hands and feet on it!

Silly me, Fuck you Math!!!

how are you???

for the past days...i keep on asking myself, "how am i?"...until now, hindi ko pa din masagot...weird...weird..weird..i am so weird!!!

i don't know how to explain this..this what..ahm...state of my being???haha...naabnoy lang ata talaga ako...

i guess am shocked sa sudden change ng environment and living ko...the fact that am living independently is so new to me...am so used being with my family and friends...tapos ngayon, wala...biglang bOOOooMmmmm...ibang klaseng pamumuhay na...

can you believe that am waking up at 4:00 in the morning just to be at office for 9 am??/ (almost 2hrs byahe ko..bale 4hrs everyday back and forth) eh sa bahay nuon..tsk, swerte kung magising pa ako ng 10 am! hayst...tapos am riding a jeep and am walking..tagaktak pawis mode...!!! asar! samantalang nuon, hindi mo ako mapaglalakad...isang butil ng pawis lang, sira na mood ko...imagine the sudden change??? hayst...

why am i doing this in the first place??? hindi ko din alam...pwede naman sanang nag straight to law school na lang..hindi yung ganito..pa test-test waters pa kasi ako...arte-aret :(..now, honestly..nagsisisi ako...huhu...if only i could turn back time...hayst..

oh well, that's life... i have to live with my decision which is stupid! mad, mad, mad at myself...

tang ina!

shit..

damn...

nasira ang araw ko dahil nakita ko siya...punyeta sa lahat ng punyeta...ang lakas pa ng loob na utusan ako...!!!

Politika sa Pinas

one...two...three...four...five...six...

six months to go and here comes may 2010 election..is't a new future for our country..or another curse to be hugged by filipinos???

the non-stop infomercials of our dear politicians..the continuous hearing of their "philippine" dreams...which is which perhaps???

the filing of coc's...an oppurtunity for individuals...

nonetheless, turned out to be the end of new governance...

what had happened to maguindanao is such a shame not only for those who are involved in the killings but moreso to our country and to the culture in which we stand...

the greediness of power..the non-sense battles of clans that resulted to massacre...

innocent men were killed...for what???

what's the essence of being in power if you abuse it???
what's the deal of governance if it is used to manipulate not only the people but also the laws of the land???

is't righteous to act like an animal just to get a seat in the government???