Jessie's World

Jessie's World

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

how are you???

for the past days...i keep on asking myself, "how am i?"...until now, hindi ko pa din masagot...weird...weird..weird..i am so weird!!!

i don't know how to explain this..this what..ahm...state of my being???haha...naabnoy lang ata talaga ako...

i guess am shocked sa sudden change ng environment and living ko...the fact that am living independently is so new to me...am so used being with my family and friends...tapos ngayon, wala...biglang bOOOooMmmmm...ibang klaseng pamumuhay na...

can you believe that am waking up at 4:00 in the morning just to be at office for 9 am??/ (almost 2hrs byahe ko..bale 4hrs everyday back and forth) eh sa bahay nuon..tsk, swerte kung magising pa ako ng 10 am! hayst...tapos am riding a jeep and am walking..tagaktak pawis mode...!!! asar! samantalang nuon, hindi mo ako mapaglalakad...isang butil ng pawis lang, sira na mood ko...imagine the sudden change??? hayst...

why am i doing this in the first place??? hindi ko din alam...pwede naman sanang nag straight to law school na lang..hindi yung ganito..pa test-test waters pa kasi ako...arte-aret :(..now, honestly..nagsisisi ako...huhu...if only i could turn back time...hayst..

oh well, that's life... i have to live with my decision which is stupid! mad, mad, mad at myself...

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