baguio pictures

pictures nung sa baguio:)....

party like a rockstar!!!

well, i had fun last night..as in total fun...out with tophe and tetet..our night is such a blast...

started out with me hanging-out with tophe (napilitan pa nga..haha)...we watched the jubilee churva of the grade school students and it is crazy..hahaha..love the part of the kinder-nursery students..the fairies, the trees and veggies:)...the nice princes and princesses...kids are really heaven's gift...

next stop..we went to tet's house...did some tsismis and the infamous magic of tophe..tons of fun and outrageous looks....

anyway, the part i'd loved the most last night..or should i say today (cause madaling araw na siya nangyari)..haha..is in wolmart..we decided to drink, actually we agreed for just a bottle each..nevertheless when we're there..we drunk crazy lots of beers...

with the beer and all that stuff happening..the topic about tet and tophe's alleged relationship came up..and they'd talked like hell...

as in parang teleserye ang epek..hahaha...tophe, being honest blurted out his feelings..and darn if i were tet, i would totally fall!!!...hehehe...tetet on the other hand acted a fool and continuously laugh on what tophe told her....balew!!!

anyway..un lng maalala ko....dahil iniwan qna clang dlwa..para makapagsolo..haha..

anyway, hoping na maulit..i really enjoyed that moment..wink:)

out with friends...

me and my bestest friends went out...same restaurant(fastfood actually)mcdonalds...burger, fries,float,chicken and pie.and the sobrang daming gravy, catsup at water..hahaha..hehe..same seats..the one that's beside the window:)..(nice view...ayt??)..anyway, we had lots of fun,and hysterical laughs!!as in super...

we tried to discuss where on earth shall we celebrate our yearly christmas bond...nevertheless, we arrived at nothing..hahaha..silly us for raising too many places and activities...

pack lunch was one of it..(banat ni pongz..:)parang batang mag-cacamping)..hahaha..another thing is on ramos..bea disagreed(malapit lang kasi sa hauz nla)..then sa genaro's for seafood trip(ayoko ng bangus sabi ni tet..hahaha..bakit??un lng bang seafood sa mundo??)another thing that's been suggested is to simply have all day long movie trip..who is, first thing foremost contradicted by me..stating,"matutulog na lang ako..haha"...i'd suggested on the other hand to go to the newly opened restaurant but then it's hugely contradicted by gen by saying, "kumain ka na ba dun>>>tsaka tayo pumunta kapag nakakain kana."..haha..mean...then we somehow decided to do it out of town...well, obviously that's a great a deal..because we don't have a ride..so i texted nikki(one of our friend who has service) and asked her "sasakyan?"..out of nowhere she answered back, "loka, si kuya fernan sasakyan..haha" (kuya fernan is our tricycle driver friend service since we were in high school)...well i guess what nikki replied means no right???..hahahaha...

tetet, being silent after the so long discussion raised up a very nice conclusion..."hay naku, no comment...for sure bagsak natin sa fast food ulit..haha"...ayt...

i hope not..hahaha..not again..it's christmas and i guess it should be special..and the fact that we're all in the legal age..18,,darn we're old..haha..we should be enjoying more the priviledges in life....right???right???...party!!!as in party guys..hehehe..stuffs like that..

anyway, come what may to that day..as long as we're together...me, gen, bea, pongz, tet, nikki...i know we'll enjoy our x'mas...nakz..hehehe...

lolo...

happy 1ooth birthday lolo!!!..

love you and miss you...;(

yummy papa....NOT!

i'd attended ate kat and kuya dexter's wedding yesterday..and as expected my yummy papa(formerly) was there..haha...as in patay na patay ako sa kanya nuon dahil super gwapo nia...parang diyos na naligaw sa lupa..as in super YUMMY...yum-yum!

actually, 8o'clock pa nga ang tawag ko sa kanya...dahil nakasama siya sa commercial ng 8o'clock juice nuon..un nga lang...hands niya lang nakita..hekhek...

anyway, andun nga xia..kasama sa entourage...todo tingin ako at na disappoint..hehehe...skin-head hairstyle and nakasuot ng barong...medyo chubby na siya at may konting pimples...tsk, dugyuting bata ang itsura..haha..keme...

basta..his not yummy anymore...huhuhu..hmmmMMMppPPPp..sayang.......

people change-------------to ugly state../hehehe..

bye-bye my Yummy Papa..."X YUMMY PAPA!":)

finally..rest in peace....

rest in peace...not dead...

last week, i'd decided to go to baguio for a week long vacation...haha..salamat sa mga profs na nag-retreat..ang haba ng bakasyon...

anyway, i've been going to baguio for years now but, nevertheless, ngayon lng ako pumunta ng more or less..mag-isa...at matagal....

while in there...gumawa din ako ng sarili kong kachurvahan..haha...feeling retreat rin ang drama ko..isip-isip ng bagay-bagay..things that are bothering me for quite a century now..haha(exage sa tagal)....

anyway, nag-enjoy ako unlike my other stays in there...

picture-picture and perhaps i'll be posting those photos..soOn..hehehe...para pabitin..soOOoon...

ahmmMmmm....sa buong stay ko..meron lang akong naging isang problema...haha..as in problema!!!

well, i was window shopping sa shoe mart when i noticed the super-mega blockbuster sale of art work...am actually a fan of their designs so i stepped in to the shop...habang nasa shop ako..naki-kalkal at usyoso na rin ako ng mga "SALE" stuffs..malay mo may mahanap na maganda di ba???anyway, as i go on searching on shirts...eto na..may nakita akong familiar..as in super familiar na shirt...paghatak ko.............

ay shIiiiiIITttTTT...ung suot kong shirt that i bought a month ago..ang kaleche-leche ay...100 pesos ang tag price....amf..amf...500 qng binili, then after a month sale na???whAAAATTttttt...nyeta..nadugas ako dun............

tsk, buti nalang am wearing a jacket kea hindi obvious na un suot ko...eEewwwWWW..nakakaasar....hahaha..mamaya magmukha pa kong cheap..arte..amf..haha

ok so un ang nangyari...haha..ay meron pa palang nakakainis...

i'd arrived there sunday morning and ang tsamba nga naman...last day ng board exam ng nursing...so, lahat ng kainan ay punong-puno at ang daming tao...haha..ang 12 o'clock na lunch time ay naging 3o'clock..hay...

un lang...

to be continued na lang ang story ko...antok na ako..hahaha

majors....majors

3 major subjects for this sem...3 subjects that sucks my energy...hahaha..as usual...the over-lappings of tension and exhaustion.......

thousands of pages should be read and memorized..the heck..anong klaseng utak ang dapat pairalin???...do i have that kind of memory to figure everything out once am asked to discuss certain article or ang kaleche-lecheng sections???...

local government code...family code...the revised penal code...amf...

pagbitbit pa lang ng libo-libong pahina ng libro ay nakaka-stress na...huhu..

hay..do i really have the gutts to be a lawyer???...hahaha...thoughts...thoughts...do i have to change plans for my fucking future???...amf..

hard is it...shit...

just another day

busy as a bee..perhaps..or just assuming..hahah...feeling busy..tsk..

report again sa parliamentary debate...taz ano pa ba????

la pa ding net sa house,,amf....

ooOoppppPPPzzzZZZ

isn't bihon..haha..its canton pala...

my bad:)

what a day!...ass....

i don't have internet connection(yeah i know it's a crap...)...my memory stick is borrowed by my uncle and when i needed it...(another crap)..he told me, "nasa printing pa, bukas ko pa ibabalik"....tsk...tsk...

well, it's only this afternoon that i was informed that i need to report on parliamentary debate and i should have a power point presentation of it...the twist of all twist is that...i have to do the report tomorrow...!!!

that is quick..fucking stressful quick...don't know what to do because as i'd mentioned above, the greatest creation of man was out of my league...for now, when i most needed it...

here i am, sitting in the net shop for quite irritating 3 hours and until now i couldn't find a way on how to download the videos i'd searched...lecheng problema ng sites..pati ako dinadamay...

nauna ang friendster...sumunod ang facebook..pati youtube ay nagkanda leche-leche at ang mga free sites for movies and cracks is under construction!!!..gaano ako kamalas ngayong araw na ito???..................grrRRrrrrRRRrrrRRRrrrr

okay...well, this afternoon turned night schedule of mine is really a headache..and i don't know on how on earth would i possibly finish my report...hmmm...finishing isn't an issue pala...ang kagandahan ang issue..hahaha...

panget...panget...walang kwenta for sure ang matatapos kong presentation...napaka-galing...nakakababa ng self-esteem...amf:(....

tapos...bukas, i'll be going to school with this huge eye bags...haAaaaaaaaAAAAh..can't imagine how would it be tomorrow...nyaks!..

bahala na si batman and just hoping for the best...and crossed fingers not to have the worst..wahahaha............

am going crazy!

the language of sisters

i have this book for quite sometime now..and i haven't had the time to read it thoroughly until yesterday...

at first, i felt bored and kinda, "what the heck am i reading..."..moreover after some pages, i realized that i'd been spending my time wisely in reading this fiction novel...

language of sister, it's quite peculliar actually...even science may not explain how does it really works...it is a secret language of hearts that only those who care to listen and seek for the answer may be able to hear and acknowledge such...

the story passes so many conflicts that perhaps helps it readers to understand the way of life...

anger...love, seeking for attention...passion for forgiveness...opening of old grudge...opening a new world of life...

king bihon...

i don't actually know the exact name...it may be king bihon or whatever..hahaha..basta, what i know for sure is that, it is a bihon...a very yummy bihon...

yummy...yummy...yummy...

me, luv and mau went to marilens...after a sooOoooo long discussion if we're gonna eat or not...

we ordered this thing and yes am glad about its taste:)...we spent about an hour just to finish a plate of it..may shrimp, squidballs, fried chicken..mushrooms at kung ano-ano pang toppings that i surely loved...hmmmmmmmmmm...

next time..i'll be back for more..haha..durbab

colds...

darn the weather...

hahaha...colds..colds...

accCcchhhHhhooo...poor me:(

no net...

hay...i don't know if i should be happy or not...

wala na ung net sa bahay...tapos na ang 2 years contract,...

happy because...sa wakas, hindi na mabagal ang net at baka sakaling mapalitan na ng mas mabilis...

sad, dahil..i have to spend 20 pesos or more just to accomodate my net schedule for checking mails and blogs..hayst..tsk..tsk...

sana...sana..magpakabit na ng bagong net..ung mabilis..haha

para sa'yo..leche ka!

my night was so good because atlast my training is already over...

am so happy that at that night am with my friends...spending quality time with them and having fun with baby mj's 2nd b-day...

after abe and tet finished their 6 bottles of beer, we decided to join the boy's group for another drinking session...moreover..what happened next is such a fucking pain in my ass!!!

Princer, seating infront of me asked, "kamusta na si darwin?"..i just answered him with a smile..but then i guess my answer isn't enough for him that's why he asked again, "Musta na kayo ni darwin?"...at that very moment i don't know how should i be reacting...then i just immediately blurted-out..."wala na kami...ok?matagal na!"...

Nagkatinginan ang mga tao sa table namin at ito na lang ang nasabi ni princer.."sorry, hindi ko alam...akala ko kayo pa..."...well, i forgive him for that...sabagay, hindi naman siguro lahat ng tao nakakaalam sa lahat ng mga pangyayari sa lovelife ni angelina at brad pitt...

hmmm...the story doesn't end there..eto na ang nagpakulo ng dugo ko ng sobra-sobra...

abe, naka-upo sa tabi ko was talking crazy like she always does...tet, busy talking with the new member of the group..at ako..nakapalaman sa kanilang dalawa..in short, nasa gitna nila ako...

so here it goes...

abe asked me," cno bang boyfriend mo ngayon?"...

hindi ako umimik..ngumiti lang...narinig ni tet ang tanong kaya natawa na lang siya...siniko si tet tapos sinabi ko.."wag kang maingay.."..tapos nagtawanan na lang kami...

abe, being as talkative as ever ay dinugtungan ang litanya niya.."etong babaeng 'to napaka-sikreto...sino bang boyfriend mo ha???"

just to answer her foolishness i'd answered, "bakit?kelangan ba kasi sabihin ko lahat???"..sabay tingin kay tet at nagtawanan ulit kami...

what follows ay ang ka-lechehang statement na kagimbal-gimbal...

abe: "napaka-sikreto mo talagang babae ka..kaya tuloy..."
jeje: "kaya tuloy ano?"...hmmm...
abe: "kaya tuloy (i quote) PINAGMAMALAKI AT PINAGKAKALAT NI DARWIN NA HANGGANG NGAYON HINDI KA PA DAW MAKA-MOVE ON SA KANYA!"
jeje: "ano???"
abe: "un nga...sinasabi ni darwin na hindi ka daw maka-move-on..kaw kasi hindi ka nagkwekwento kung may boyfriend ka na"
jeje: "WHAT???"....

ayon na..ang masaya at tahimik na gabi ko ay nasira dahil sa lecheng statement na yon...

hindi maka-move-on???what the fuck..its been what a year or so???sorry am not checking my calendars...baka ikaw chinecheck mo..anyway..eto lang sagot ko sa'yo...MR. DARWIN CRUZ!!!


yes, i was broken hearted back then..way back..centuries ago!!!...fuck..yes i love you..with all my heart but that was way...way...way..back...panahon pa ng mga dinosaurs nuon..kaya nga siguro pumatol ako sa'yo!hahaha..am not being sarcastic or what...but am just telling the truth..ang kapal ng tagyawatin mong mukha para sabihin at ipagkalat ang mga bagay na yon!!!...

i treated you and your girlfriends so nicely..i even make friends with them because they are nice unlike you...ginulo ba kita ng kahit minsan lang para sabihin mo un..the nerve, asa ka naman...why don't you get a life???eto piso..bili ka ng palakang mabwibwisit mo!!!...

naaasar ako..nabwibwisit ng sobra-sobra..

just to make a clarification, am not acting bitter, gusto ko lang sabihin lahat ng nararamdaman ko...

fuck...fuck...fuck...who the hell you think you are para magsabi ng ganun???shiIiiIiiitTTtt..kung sana ikaw si brad pitt..then go...kahit ano ipagkalat mo ayos lang...eh kaso hindi...

ano bang pinagmamalaki mo ha???ung kotse mo na nissan corolla 1991 model na kulay green..mukhang plema..o baka naman yang mukha mo na pimple na tinubuan lang ng ulo???...

ayokong manlait, but you're fucking forcing me...nananahimik ako tapos ganyan gagawin mo???

i couldn't remember anything na ginawa ko para masaktan ka..lahat tiniis ko nuon..after nung confrontation natin..hindi na'ko nagsalita..pero ikaw??bakit ganyan ka???

you always want to make a fool out of me!if only i could turn back the time...how i wish i'd never met you...you are such a curse to my life!!!...

leave me alone...if you have any issues regarding to whatsoever, why don't you be a man enough to face me and talk to me in person???hindi yung ganyan...

mahiya ka sa girlfriend mo..mahal na mahal ka niya, pero kung umasta ka...para kang walang pakialam sa mundo...

mahiya ka sa akin..mahiya ka sa sarili mo...after all that you'd done to me..sa lahat-lahat ng pasakit na binigay mo..."HINDI KA PA BA TAPOS?ANO PANG GUSTO MONG IPAMUKHA SA AKIN???ANO PA!"..........

tumigil ka na...am so darn pissed off...

sa mga usisera at usisero diyan sa paligid...hindi teleserye ang buhay ko para subay-bayan ninyo..ok???..and i don't have any responsibility to anyone para ikwento ko sa inyo kung sino ang mga karelasyon ko...

am happy with my life and i wish you'll be happy with yours..:)

confused...

what if....

we're still together...would i be happy?


what if i do hold on...will you be mine forever???


what if i asked you that time to chose...will you have me instead???


do i...


moved on already???


or until now am still pretending...


i guess...


i miss you...


i miss your hugs and your kiss...


i miss your hands touching mine...


i miss our laughs and our cries...



i miss the times when you are mad and your crazy mood...


i miss the way you says "i love you" and the times you used to say that "i am your life"...


all in all...i guess i really miss everything about you...


but....


whatever i do..i know i can never have you back...:(

friends???hehehe

it's all your fault...

there's no one else to blame but yourself...right???kung hindi ka ba naman kasi saksakan ng ewan...tsk,tsk... well, what is done is done...there are too many testimonials to what you'd done and been doing...tama ba???....hahaha buti pa nga ang pok-pok binabayaran..how about you???why can't you control yourself...everyday pleasure...different men... hindi ka ba nappagod???have respect to yourself or even just consider what your parents been sacrificing for you! darn you're a bitch!a stupid reckless bitch!!! see a psychiatrist...now!

eye opener...

What is viewed to Kara David's---i-Witness:Buhay Promdi Documentary is such an eye opener for everyone.

I admit, am actually mad to those squatter area people...The reason is simple... Why those kind of people keeps on blaming the government for their..."walang sapat na pagkain, walang magandang edukasyon, walang maayos na tirahan," way of life? Bakit kelangang lahat ng bagay ay i-asa sa gobyerno? And if ever the government wouldn't fulfill what they are craving for...non-stop rallies and even non-sense propagandas are brought.

Well, yes...My way of thinking and reasoning back then...before I'd watched the dokyu is so hard-hearted and so not maka-tao as what you may call it. Moreover, what Kara's team had showed actually enlightened me of what is really happening to the Philippines today------to the Filipino Government....

Nangako ang gobyerno natin...at patuloy na nangangako sa mga squatter area people na sa pag-giba ng kanilang mga tirahan ay mayroong kapalit na maayos na pamumuhay sa mga relocation sites... Isang halimbawa sa relocation site na kanilang ipinangako ay sa may Laguna (the one that Kara's team had visited)...

That location, before being rehabilitated by squatter people promised and conveyed that there would be electricity, water source that may be used for drinking, schools for children and a great venue for jobs & opportunities. Moreover, when these people arrived, none of what is promised is done accordingly...

The houses that should make a home is a shy to show-off. Sira-sira...may apat na ding-ding nga, pero hindi sapat para maprotektahan ang titirang pamilya. Sira ang mga bubong...tumutulo...Nagkalat ang mga insekto sa paligid.....

The promised livelihood...You need to travel by feet for about an hour or so (darn it hurts!) just to reach the place. 160 pesos salary ...(After a day work at the bottle place (taga-linis ng mga bote)) ...How can it possibly feed a family who for instance is consisted of 5 members???..


Electricity...The supply of electricity doesn't cover-up the entire community. Selected houses thus only owns the reliable line supples...


Water supply...Even a pig wouldn't dare to drink that kind of shit!!!...kulay putik...halatang-halata na minadali ang pag-gawa ng poso...


Sa mga contractors ng site.."WALA BA KAYONG KONSENSYA!!!"...What you're creating is not just a house..It should be a home...


Sa mga tao sa gobyerno.."FUCK YOU!"..Ibinoto kayo ng tao para pagsilbihan niyo sila at hindi pagnakawan....


Maybe that's the reason why the Philippines is still a shame not only in Asia but in the whole world...Stupid people keeps on manipulating the poor...May karma din kaYO...

BURN!!!

Spell Finals... T-O-X-I-C!!! Darn all the requirements...the deadlines and the examinations. Yes, as a student it is my responsibility to finish everything that my professors asked me...tsk...tsk..pitty me:( I have to pass some Rizal photos, articles, commentaries...etc(mabubuhay ba si Rizal kung gagawin ko lahat 'to???)...The Social Science subject of ma'am Galimba that is presented and discussed as if it was a major subject..gRrrrRrrr(kalabo pang kausap ng matandang 'to!!!)...The take home exam of World Literature 02 and the submission of book analysis...(napaka-taas ng expectation sa akin ng prof na 'to kaya dapat epalan at gandahan!) The R.E 05 that's all about the church and how it works (dito ba nababase pananampalataya ko???) Computer 01 Exam (ginagawang komplikado ang simpleng machine problem!) Major Subjects--- Parliamentary Procedure (daig 'pang hinahabol ng libong kabayo si atty. kapag nag-le-lecture.) International Relations (coca-cola issues and cases lang naintindihan ko...haha...) Comparative Study of World Government (mga 2-3 hours magsasalita para lang ire-port ang bansang Brunei!) Hayst...review...review...hoping that I'll pass....

Forwarded e-mail

"Hello!... busy ka? naku mukha nga... tagal na natin di nagkikita... tagal mo na ako di dinadalaw... alam mo miss na kita.... o sino yang nagtext sa iyo?... buti pa sa kanya nakapagreply ka agad... napansin ko ang dami mong ginagawa talaga... ang dami mo ring things to do diyan sa planner mo ah! * mapangarap ka talaga noh?... ang dami mong plano. ** nakakatuwa naman na malaman yan. kasama ba ako sa plano ** mo? ano? naku di ka agad makasagot... sige okay lang alam ko naman kung ano talaga sagot mo... * nakita kita nung Friday, aga mo umalis sa office. alam mo ba, ang akala ko pupuntahan mo ako. ooppss! hindi pala! TGIF (THANK God it's Friday) pala kayo ng mga friends mo. umaga ka na nakauwi ah? naghintay ako sa 'yo. pagpasok mo sa kuwarto mo, di mo ako napansin... haaay! kawawa ka naman siguradong kinabukasan masakit ang ulo mo, tanghali ka na gigising... Ang dami mong lakad, naghihintay ako na tayo naman ang maging magkasama kaya lang sa dami ng schedules mo sa trabaho at sa labas ng office parang malabo. O sige na, balik ka na sa work mo. i might be eating too much of your time maging dahilan pa ako para masira ang plano mo sa araw na ito... gusto ko lang sabihin sa'yo na nandito lang ako kapag kailangan mo ako... pag hindi ka na busy. totoo yon! walang biro! ayaw mong maniwala? Ganon kita kamahal kasi! ayaw mo pa ring maniwala? Haaay! remember this, kahit singit lang ako lagi sa buhay mo, kahit biglaan mo lang na natatawag ako dahil nagulat ka, nasaktan ka, nauntog ka o dahil part ang pangalan ko nung binabasa mo sa text, you will be in my heart always... trial after trial isipin mo kasama mo ako na lumalakad, hindi man sa buhangin, kasama mo pa rin ako... sa lahat plano mo , kahit hindi mo ako kasama perfecting it... para mas maging masaya ka... minsan tayo naman ang mag-usap ha? minsan ako naman ang dalawin mo... miss na talaga kita eh...sa akin hindi ka singit lang..." JESUS

to nikki...

October 10, 2008---Aurora Victoria Co's 18th birthday:)

Happy birthday friend---now you're one of us...hehe...

Wishing you all the best that life may offer...Hoping that you'll enjoy this day...A day of change...
From being a teen, now you will be transformed to a lady...A very wonderful lady!

We've been together since high-school (topak years), and for those years you always stood on me. Through thicks and thins you're always there: sharing laughters and cries...

Though we've been apart for almost years, you've never turned your back on me. You were always there when I needed you, and I am gratefully thankful for that.

Hope that you'll also remember, that no matter what I am also here...by your side, ready to help you. I am always a text, an e-mail, a call away...

I love you friend...We love you so much (bea,gen,me,pongz and tet)
Hope to see you a week from now...and surely your party would be a blast!:)

all about life...

30 minutes ago, my cousin just out of the blue blurted out, "buti pa si jene walang problema...pati pamilya niya masaya..." I answered her with a clueless face and I'd said, "depende lang naman sa tao yan kung gagawa siya ng proproblemahin niya..."

This kind of pep talk isn't new for me nor to anyone...Sometimes, other people just kept on complaining that their life isn't as great as others may have. Nevertheless, in this kind of stages, comparing and contrasting would not do any good.

Yes, problems and difficulties may come, but I guess it depends on the person on how he would handle it...(positive...negative...negative...positive)

Moreover, in a logical perspective, you yourself is the creator of your own problem. Right? So why not solve it before it turned out to be a headache???

A simple mathematical equation, a simple science, a simple way of living your life...


Instead of crying, comparing and blaming others about your miseries, why not in your own little way arrange your life accordingly? As what the old saying says, "we are the captains of our ship",...let us navigate perpetually our acts, doings and decisions in the right path for you not to be able to shrink in this cruel world.


Stop all the senseless actions and addiction of having grudges...Its about time to live your life the way it should it be: with great harmony...peaceful and content!

the beginning

another experiment...another outlet...

for some, you might not understand what the heck am i doing, writing stuffs...blogging things.
nevertheless, this simple page of "world-net" is my little way of showing the other side of me..the other side of JESSIE.

hope you'll enjoy yourselves while browsing my page and aiming that somehow you'll be able to appreciate the beauty of expressing one's self and fulfilling one's legend:)