am i happy???

NO!

bored

if boredom can kill, yes am dead...blah, blah, blah...this isn't new to me but yeah...what words can best describe it in the first place???

am bored...am fucked up!!!

how to pull back time???how to be back and dwell forever with my fun memories??? I wanna go home...i wanna be with my friends and darn it i wanna be back to my pigging out life...!!!

it's unfair to judge my ownself but nonetheless, the success i have is a zero that is not to be seen for now...i have been told to slow down and take a break...maybe rate what the hell really i want with my life and so on and so forth but the crap...tell me, how on earth will i stop???

i wanna be a billionaire..i wanna be famous...i wanna stand up my own! yes am 20 but the age scares me..seriously! i should be starting whatever should be started...

i feel like my time is running too fast and i can't hooked it or twinned it to were it supposed to be... am drowning...drowning with my ambition and dreams...hayst...

yes, am tired but no, i don't wanna exhale and breathe...it is not worth it...

help me please...entertain me..redirect me so i will have a new perspective!

politicking...politicking...i wanna be back to politicking...misses the old jessie ;(

wanna play

i just wanna play with fire and i hope am not be burned by it...i wanna have fun and yes it's dangerous but yeah, just gonna give it a tr...the hell been boxed with all the goodness...

i just wanna come out and try it for once!

stupid

all i can say is stupid..stupid and fucking stupid...!!!

for all that happened..for all the idiosyncrasy that had played..shoot! that was really stupid!!

imagine???

crap???

political wise, more options should had been pushed..the trigger should had been fucking waved!

what act have they'd done in the first place??standing there watching all the drama and doing NOTHING!!!

shame on those officials who wears uniforms during that instance..shame on those "nagmamagaling na opisyal"na tumunganga lang..and shame on PNOY for not stepping up!

how come it lasted that long???how come that it been covered as brutal as that??? were are the the freaking experts to negotiate???were are those trained professionals???

fucking sleeping all of you!!! shame on you you morons!

analyze everything..this is a total death mark to foreign relations and investments!!! tsk,


freedom of speech..i have the right to commend on your stupidity...am paying my taxes...so better do your jobs right and straight!

just another day

took the liberty of putting my foot one step forward..but i guess it's not worth trying at all..disappointments are there all along and i have to take it as open as possible...

tell me not to surrender nor to back out...oh please do give me a sign! ;(

busy bee

haven't blog that much nor net even...gRRRrrr..freaking what the hell is happening to my life???

zero social life, zero party life, zero money and darn zero with my relationship!!!

hahayst..going crazy with all the changes and what not with life if you can call my life a life...

anyway highway..am burning and mad like hell with my career path...fucking cursing the mismatch of decisions i made...

hayst..just wish the best of luck and better get out with all these shits that roams my life...

bye-bye...amf

baguio

that trip made me realize how lucky am i...

i hope that i can see my life that way and i can appreciate more whatever it is that's along my way...