addicted to interviews...

why on earth am i having so much fun during interviews??? (job interviews) hahaha...crazy me for making every interview an "aliw" one..no worries at all!!! seriously...

me attending and being with job interviews fills my ego up!!! up, up and yes success!!! haha...

accepted, accepted..am accepted to all the jobs that out of fun i had applied...congrats jessie! :0

thinking..thinking...hmm??

how are you???

for the past days...i keep on asking myself, "how am i?"...until now, hindi ko pa din masagot...weird...weird..weird..i am so weird!!!

i don't know how to explain this..this what..ahm...state of my being???haha...naabnoy lang ata talaga ako...

i guess am shocked sa sudden change ng environment and living ko...the fact that am living independently is so new to me...am so used being with my family and friends...tapos ngayon, wala...biglang bOOOooMmmmm...ibang klaseng pamumuhay na...

can you believe that am waking up at 4:00 in the morning just to be at office for 9 am??/ (almost 2hrs byahe ko..bale 4hrs everyday back and forth) eh sa bahay nuon..tsk, swerte kung magising pa ako ng 10 am! hayst...tapos am riding a jeep and am walking..tagaktak pawis mode...!!! asar! samantalang nuon, hindi mo ako mapaglalakad...isang butil ng pawis lang, sira na mood ko...imagine the sudden change??? hayst...

why am i doing this in the first place??? hindi ko din alam...pwede naman sanang nag straight to law school na lang..hindi yung ganito..pa test-test waters pa kasi ako...arte-aret :(..now, honestly..nagsisisi ako...huhu...if only i could turn back time...hayst..

oh well, that's life... i have to live with my decision which is stupid! mad, mad, mad at myself...

SANTIAGO CITY

bato-bato sa langit...tamaan...

WALA AKONG PAKI-ALAM!!! :)

hindi natin kailangan ng posisyon para ipakitang may malasakit tayo sa tao...
ang pagiging tapat sa kapwa ay hindi kailanman mawawasak ng mga minapulang resulta ng eleksyon...
tuloy-tuloy pa rin sa pagsulong...diretso pa din sa pagtulong...

DAHIL MULA NOON AT HANGGANG NGAYON,
ANG PARTIDO LIBERAL AY MARANGAL!!!
ANG PARTIDO LIBERAL AY PARA SA TAONG BAYAN!!!

here i am

here i am working...
dealing with life independently...

am happy that atleast am not considered unemployed but moreover part of the under employed..it's not my thing really...to work with a telecom company is so out of my field...but who am i to complain right???

just got my first salary...am happy..it's my first official---legal salary (nag-side line naman na kasi ako sa liberal and sa family company)...

ang sarap gastusin :)..foodtrip super!!! and fun with friends and my cousin..

am fulfilled for now but moreso, am giving myself 6 months to 1 year to test my waters and opportunities to this company...

i love the people..i love my co-associates..but the job..pardon me for saying..but it is a no brainer for me..it is so out of my league...

professional...

welcome professional world..haha

am gonna start on Monday :)

it's far from home but i guess i really need to go for me to grow...

am happy and proud of myself because I'd landed to a job without my family backing me up...

lucky am i because for only a day ( aday of fucking stress and interviews...haha) i'd done it!

yehey! yes for me!!!

am shocked actually that i'd able to do it :)...

"i do believe that i can be an asset to this company and to myself as a whole.."..hahaha

being and acting...

professional world...

so vague...can't imagine me working and dealing with stuffs...independent mode..hayst..adjust, adjust...

this is a new adventure for me...and i have to deal with it...

i wish and hope i can be the best of me...

upgrade, upgrade of lifestyle!

new jessie...

hint or what???

the actions...the texts...what does it mean???

we're in good terms but then, just lately, am sensing something...

the silence, the space...weird, weird...watcha think???

should i just ignore and deal with it...or should i do the confrontation stage???

if ever i'll approach that person...what shall i say???