Jessie's World

Jessie's World

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Cancer

I was with her during her chemo days. Seeing her everyday was a trauma for me. I mean, the chemo didn't resulted her to became weak and vomit as mostly people under treatment are. Nonetheless, the thought that she is on stage 3, going 4 already, only means one thing. And it happened last night.

My Aunt Rebing died last night due to cancer: cervical cancer to be exact. I no longer know what to feel. I cried for her lost and, this may sound wrong, glad that finally she'd joined our creator. No more pain, no more suffering, no more cancer battle.

*sigh* She's the 7th this year for our family...I want to turn numb, to no longer feel the pain of losing someone but I can't...Sad Christmas really it is. :(

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